Saturday, May 19, 2007
i don't know what to say luh
i don't know how to put my thoughts into words either
and i'm afraid that whatever i say will just hurt you or make you sad
even if it wasn't meant to do harm.
so pointless.
how do i tell you this.
i have no idea. maybe one day i'll just go straight out and tell you
that you're ruining your own life.
): i'm so disappointed
hilary can't do flag day with me.
ohman i was hoping she would be able to do it with me
guess maybe i shan't go either.
or i can ask hsinfang (:
disappointed anyhow.
really wanted to do with hilary ):
i'm being sad over stupid things again.
oh and on another topic, i clawed my nails into my skin while singing to try to stop shaking like a leaf
it left red ugly marks
-.-
why am i so scared. i wonder.
My mind's unweaving/ 12:22 AM
